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It’s often people who proclaim thier innocence who are most guilty.

People who act in love without giving back are not really in love to begin with.

Those most interested in their egos often blame others (who are not responsible) for thier lack of confidence.

The ones who say, “we should all be honest with each other” are surprisingly the biggest liars.

And the fellows who say they’re into commitment, usually have many affairs.

Those who want ultimate freedom without responsibility, tend to be cowards.

Those who say they need nobody, actually need everybody and are too proud to admit it.

People who refuse to stay in love, probably are in love.

My gifts

A list of personal gifts I must never forget I have.

- a low tolerance for meaninglessness

- having the ability to say no

- always seeking the truth

- guided by reason and a strong philosophy

- accepting responsibility

- personal drive to do better

- giving generously

- accurately reading people

- pretty fucking determined

- not a fucking wimp

- restless and agitated to succeed

- deconstructing your every belief

- independent, resourceful and self-established

- refuse to follow others

- I know and love myself…

I’m waiting on the empty docks
Watching the ships roll in
I’m waiting for the agony to stop
Oh, let the happiness in…..

October 14, 2013 11:13

Ever since moving to the UK, I’ve been trying my best to keep him relevant. This time around I’ve been feeling rather outspoken. I’ve shown my emotions more and made a statement about myself.

I usually formally break up with people up-front but this time I don’t see a point in making any kind of communication until he has the guts to say something first. I felt unappreciated and mostly taken for granted.

Most of all my heart was hurting.

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March 29, 2013 00:22

… We talk every day almost…I don’t want to seem attached but that’s how I feel.

I think about him daily. I know he thinks of me too.

I sometimes scroll back the messages we’ve sent to each other and try to remember what I was thinking at the time. The little audio recordings of his voice make me smile. Wonder if we could actually meet?

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March 27, 2014 13:36

Before going into surgery I sent Patrick a text. I asked him to pray for me. He didn’t get the context and the details I had not explained to him until after the matter. He was pleasantly unaware. It kept me feeling better as the actual details would only make him worried.

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